{"id":599,"date":"2021-04-29T20:52:34","date_gmt":"2021-04-30T00:52:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/?p=599"},"modified":"2021-04-29T21:03:46","modified_gmt":"2021-04-30T01:03:46","slug":"twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/","title":{"rendered":"Twenty Poems: Intersections of Life, Polytheism, and (Platonizing) Sensemaking"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">One of the puzzles with having a somewhat lively religious blog is that there is more incentive for me to post poems there than there is here, where my reach is smaller. However, in the interest of not having them buried beneath prose blog posts in which I dissect passages of things I&#8217;m reading, I have decided to add many of the poems that I wrote over there to this blog (a) to have them here and (b) to show more of the range of poetry that I have written and judged appropriate for sharing online. What isn&#8217;t represented here are poems on my computer that I have judged to be marketable in literary magazines, unfinished pieces, and my current project that I am mentally referring to as &#8220;speculative theogonies&#8221; or &#8220;ph\u016bsis \u00b7 tekhn\u0113.&#8221; I&#8217;m really excited about it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The poems below were written between 2019-2021. I wrestle with many thing in them \u2014 poking at what I learned while reading Plato and the commentators, theological concepts, aspects of my life, the prevailing circumstances \u2014 and enjoyed sharing them before. A few of them left traces in my mind long after I wrote them \u2014 &#8220;Passing Down&#8221; is a fictional piece about reincarnation that I thought was a frivolous thing, but I keep returning to the concepts and images I was working through while writing it. Enjoy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div id=\"ez-toc-container\" class=\"ez-toc-v2_0_83 counter-hierarchy ez-toc-counter ez-toc-grey ez-toc-container-direction\">\n<p class=\"ez-toc-title\" style=\"cursor:inherit\">Table of Contents<\/p>\n<label for=\"ez-toc-cssicon-toggle-item-6a35a0a284445\" class=\"ez-toc-cssicon-toggle-label\"><span class=\"\"><span class=\"eztoc-hide\" style=\"display:none;\">Toggle<\/span><span class=\"ez-toc-icon-toggle-span\"><svg style=\"fill: #999;color:#999\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" class=\"list-377408\" width=\"20px\" height=\"20px\" viewBox=\"0 0 24 24\" fill=\"none\"><path d=\"M6 6H4v2h2V6zm14 0H8v2h12V6zM4 11h2v2H4v-2zm16 0H8v2h12v-2zM4 16h2v2H4v-2zm16 0H8v2h12v-2z\" fill=\"currentColor\"><\/path><\/svg><svg style=\"fill: #999;color:#999\" class=\"arrow-unsorted-368013\" xmlns=\"http:\/\/www.w3.org\/2000\/svg\" width=\"10px\" height=\"10px\" viewBox=\"0 0 24 24\" version=\"1.2\" baseProfile=\"tiny\"><path 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ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-3\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Four_Drops_of_Bay_Oil\" >Four Drops of Bay Oil<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-4\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Truth\" >Truth<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-5\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Starbirth\" >Starbirth<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-6\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Solar_Gods\" >Solar Gods<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-7\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#A_Thousand_Years_Hence\" >A Thousand Years Hence<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-8\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Indigo\" >Indigo<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-9\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#A_January_Morning\" >A January Morning<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-10\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Well-Written_Literature\" >Well-Written Literature<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-11\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Flame_Vessel\" >Flame Vessel<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-12\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Candles\" >Candles<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-13\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Cutting_Through_Untruths\" >Cutting Through Untruths<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-14\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Reclaiming_the_Self_Unadorned_or_Fleeing_Pandoras_Division\" >Reclaiming the Self Unadorned, or, Fleeing Pandora&#8217;s Division<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-15\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Sea_and_Mountain_Body_and_Mind\" >Sea and Mountain, Body and Mind<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-16\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Ordering\" >Ordering<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-17\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Opinion_and_Conflict\" >Opinion and Conflict<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-18\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Time_and_Eternity\" >Time and Eternity<\/a><\/li><li class='ez-toc-page-1 ez-toc-heading-level-1'><a class=\"ez-toc-link ez-toc-heading-19\" href=\"https:\/\/www.kayeboesme.com\/pangrammatike\/2021\/04\/29\/twenty-poems-intersections-of-life-polytheism-and-platonizing-sensemaking\/#Dionysiodotes\" >Dionysiodotes<\/a><\/li><\/ul><\/nav><\/div>\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Passing_Down\"><\/span>Passing Down<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">I.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The summer wind blows heavy,<br>our dialogue readings murmuring<br>competition, rough as sand<br>wearing down the pieces of us<br>unfit for light, unfit for death.<br>H\u00ealios above bears true signs.<br>You said this even as we walked,<br>day giving way to firelit night,<br>the sweetness of sleep opening<br>into solar orations, incense,<br>his rise, and light\u2019s cascade<br>like a cataract of the Nile<br>churning the mud until it flows.<br>Even the less studious of us<br>know the danger in this now from<br>that plague that does not touch<br>bodies, but fevers the mind.<br>I was never the studious one;<br>my thoughts are sharp meanders \u2014<br>the water-selling woman smiling,<br>the fragrance of fresh figs,<br>the shimmer of grilling sardines,<br>a thousand pleasures at hand \u2014<br>yet now, I sweat at the events<br>that falter your own step; I wonder.<br>I was never the studious one.<br>We shared shade beneath a palm<br>one afternoon; direct, curt,<br>I asked if we would meet again.<br>In the dance of souls, passing<br>low only to return again \u2014 <em>how<\/em><br>for those of us yet bound here,<br>without the flower of intellect<br>illumined by the words of Plato<br>and passed down to the present?<br>The summer wind, hot, merciless,<br>blew at your cloak, at my robe.<br>I was never the studious one.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">II.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in this well-worn metropolis<br>plagues have often passed<br>wars have ruined the walls<br>byways filled in cut off<br>and yet the way through<br>surprises our gaunt memory<br>the heart yet knows the path<br>we light incense and rest<br>quiet in Gods\u2019 radiances<br>we are brought beyond towers<br>to hills that stand strong<br>grounded in luminous deep sky<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">III.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The words he speaks have nothing within them,<br>I say in my heart, a thought I condemn.<br>Black-robed as deep night, yet holding nothing,<br>he stands within the church, hands beckoning.<br>If I could stand, sit, and swallow it down,<br>I would not fear the next faithful crackdown.<br>The millennium passed last year, you know,<br>and the end of the world never did show.<br>Something lies forgotten underneath this.<br>If complete, I would have nothing to miss.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">IV.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a signal propagates in time<br>an approximation degraded by noise<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the Goddess who holds the sphere<br>bears the echo of an egg once swallowed<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">in the beginning the Harmonizer<br>tuned oscillations into rivers to hold us<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a text propagates in time<br>a jumble of what existed, the luckiest of copies<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the Goddess who spins the sphere<br>opens the way down black as night, cold as sea<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">there in the deep everythingness<br>his eternal note unfurled, sound itself descending<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a truth always remains<br>undamaged by noise, uncut by tired scribes<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the Goddess who etches patterns<br>upon the sphere itself knows the record of all becoming<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">matter danced itself open fast;<br>the universe bears the sign of this sacred sound<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">V.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Circles they are \u2014 around a common center.<br>We dance around the bright fire, awakened,<br>and Heaven\u2019s perfection no longer holds us.<br>Even Jupiter has bodies around him, starry,<br>and what more can we discover? Liberation \u2014<br>an opening of the mind that swallows down<br>each secret like vitality-giving quicksilver.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">VI.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">on an unknown world now<br>a flower blooms curious<br>her homestar light lovingly<br>peels back the fading night<br>someone pulls it \u2014 she breaks \u2014<br>flower-dyes bleed rich red<br>this sacrificial adoration<br>mysteries alien to any other<br>trapped in opinon and strife<br>familiar to those who know<br>water that tastes of steel<br>truth the Gods forever give<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">VII.<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">When the Earth turned green,<br>in a meadow on the high hills,<br>she and I poured the libation out.<br>Giddy \u2014 hardly practical \u2014 a waste we\u2019d<br>yearned for since reading Chapman,<br><em>Jove<\/em> and <em>Juno<\/em> nectar on our lips.<br>Dreams drove us on, hot infernos,<br>each myth we read vivid fuel<br>ivying through our soft places<br>that ached sore as birth pains.<br>Something between curiosity and<br>compulsion took over in us two.<br>Now among the grasses, beside her,<br>the jug in my hands, her now silent,<br>the sky overhead \u2014 a healing balm,<br>a goodness. <em>I will come back here<\/em><br><em>again<\/em>, she says, and our hands<br>grow firm, intertwined, together.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Orphic\"><\/span>Orphic<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Halfway through, hearken to the king,<br>lightning-rushing bright and sharp,<br>the beginning the end reborn through Zeus.<br>He ingested all, filling fecund,<br>only to disgorge in opaline wonder.<br>Fitting to plunge first and final,<br>here \u2014 the fulcrum upon the father<br>of the not-yet, the never-now<br>son of ivy, prince of the winepress.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Four_Drops_of_Bay_Oil\"><\/span>Four Drops of Bay Oil<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">four drops of bay oil<br>three together, the fourth<br>alone<br>circling as they twisted<br>smaller circle inspiralling<br>until they pressed<br>together<br>in contact<br>like prayer humming<br>within the mind<br>light descending<br>victorious<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Truth\"><\/span>Truth<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What is this unstirring nectar,<br>the gift we beg receiving<br>a double serpent moving swift,<br>laurel branches rustling,<br>the scent of bay awakening,<br>frankincense oil burning so delicate<br>as if we inhabit a fractal flower<br>opening up in vivid stillness<br>until it flows like that spring<br>struck by Pegasus for the Mousai<br>that welled up to make all song.<br>Is this nectar truth, yet ungraspable,<br>so mind-tangible and deep-rooted?<br>It is not malleable to us,<br>though we may try to harness<br>patterns to mimic deep-moving roots,<br>winnowing out excuses to avoid<br>heat, light, and stillness that cut<br>in order to heal and come together,<br>a gift of shedding skin and leaves,<br>still hours of the year to sleep,<br>until like that flower it opens,<br>the offering blazing unburned,<br>and the mirages we once believed<br>fade away in the light as shadows.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Starbirth\"><\/span>Starbirth<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Untethered and new,<br>the star dances,<br>pushing back its husk,<br>dust, gas, and newborn worlds<br>hot, illuminated, one,<br>rough friction and light.<br>Heart uncovered,<br>an image, an agalma of gravity,<br>elements combining and scattering,<br>intelligible even here,<br>too radiant to yet touch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Solar_Gods\"><\/span>Solar Gods<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Apollon and Helios and their vivid attendants<br>and Sunna and Sulis and daughters of Sun<br>Goddesses and Gods in abundant dances<br>woven braids descending concordious<br>truth a light-beam vivid against shadow<br>playful as a swan coming down<br>to rest upon a swift-moving river<br>its feathers bright in fresh solar rays<br>witness, yes, witness \u2014 the lines so fine<br>mind tracing them as if moving a hand<br>along the steady curve of a lyre\u2019s frame<br>electric brightness saturating through<br>and each braided brilliance is a chord<br>made by light entire, breath entire, song<br>because each is its own interdependency<br>the rounds, the chorales change only<br>as attention flies swift along the edge<br>like entering a concert hall bathed in music<br>its stonework its arch-ceiling raining down<br>how to describe something wondrous<br>without collapsing to a single composition<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"A_Thousand_Years_Hence\"><\/span>A Thousand Years Hence<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">what if I told you<br>that the stones you smashed<br>were your own gleaming bones<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that the rocky marrow<br>was the quickening of life<br>the antidote to fever<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that the muscles of rites<br>still lay quivering, recoverable<br>but would rot nearly traceless<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that the flesh of myth<br>you decided to skin, to dry,<br>to schism into the ground<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">did not look that way<br>when vibrant upon the suppleness<br>of living rites for living Gods<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">that years from this day<br>your descendants will kneel<br>on rain-softened ground<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">the rituals\u2019 details forfeited<br>to now-breaking ideological fevers<br>that sowed amnesia, unplacing<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">they will not remember you<br>as you want to be remembered \u2014<br><em>just<\/em> people \u2014 but just <em>people<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">who destroyed precious things<br>your iconoclasm to some impiety<br>to the rest historical calamity<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">descendants embedding<br>shame into the memory of you<br>you become villains, your victims<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a litany of lost books, so precious<br>a register of lost Gods, mere syllables<br>they will come to mourn, not you<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Indigo\"><\/span>Indigo<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Argument I<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">The scent of indigo<br>heated within the vat \u2014<br>hundred-handed <em>Indigofera<\/em>,<br><em>Isatis tinctoria<\/em>, <em>Persicaria tinctoria<\/em> \u2014<br>is patchouli and soil after rain,<br>this liquid yellow like noonday<br>while where it touches air<br>it is as blue as Ouranos above.<br>O sacred blossom, flower of life,<br>you are a token of starry sky<br>mingling with fertile earth,<br>reminding all of the blood<br>sinking down into the ground<br>when Titans slipped through tall grass<br>to cut the throat of the encosmic king,<br>preparing his body for the feast.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Argument II<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">bind white cotton fast<br>it submerges like a soul<br>succumbing to Fate<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">yellow to sky-blue<br>each moment draws pigment deep<br>while shadows lengthen<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">release the tight bonds<br>thyrsus-bearers preparing<br>to welcome their king<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"A_January_Morning\"><\/span>A January Morning<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">As the sky pales amber and pink,<br>winter cold against windows,<br>the horizon hungers. Soon, hovering \u2014<br>the faintest brush of burning day.<br>I stretch up, unfurling in asana,<br>sun shimmering joyous above rooftops,<br>my eyes closed, heavy with light,<br>a gift for Sunna, Sulis, and Helios \u2014<br>this rhythm, alive with blessings,<br>my breath a channel chasing luminescence,<br>a triad finishing in watchful stillness,<br>the names of Gods plain on my lips.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Well-Written_Literature\"><\/span>Well-Written Literature<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">In London, a bookstore, slim upon the shelf \u2014<br><em>Works and Days<\/em>, <em>Theogony<\/em>, <em>Homeric Hymns<\/em>, <em>Battle of Frogs and Mice<\/em><br>brought into one volume by Hine \u2014<br>we glimpsed one another.<br>The pages containing you four<br>were smooth as silk beneath my fingers,<br>slippery in my mind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">That semester, I analyzed<br>Hesiod\u2019s frustration,<br>the weave of divine relationships<br>tumbling through my head,<br>on weekends when I took the train<br>to the British Museum<br>to write in the galleries where<br>ceilings pooled with steady seas of human voices.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I sat unmoved and moving,<br>looking through the train\u2019s window<br>while the suburbs fled past,<br>each verse running toward Pandora<br>when my knowledge grew<br>like flowers blooming in autumn<br>unaware of the coming frost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">I remember you were there<br>that night when someone jumped<br>\u2014 a suicide \u2014<br>in front of a South Western Train<br>and we waited for hours,<br>so many hours,<br>in Waterloo Station until the workers purified<br>the soiled tracks somewhere<br>towns and towns away.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">What would have happened<br>if, like the others, I\u2019d read you<br>confined to classroom walls<br>and uncomfortable chairs, bound?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Certainly not affinity and affection<br>tinged by the bone-cold winter damp<br>that made coats useless in Egham,<br>each Homeric hymn spoken<br>with offerings of cheap wine<br>bought with a study abroad stipend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Certainly not Hesiod\u2019s words<br>beckoning my mind beyond, deeper.<br>It is good we meet in that shop<br>when my fingers traced the shelves,<br>brushed your slippery cover,<br>and cracked open the pages to linger<br>like a swan floating on bright water.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Flame_Vessel\"><\/span>Flame Vessel<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hestia alight,<br>candle\u2019s wick an artery<br>anchoring these prayers<br>beyond the raging ocean,<br>its form embering hollow<br>like slow-cooked stew meat<br>whose veins once pumped a cow\u2019s blood.<br>Feeding life through fleeting life:<br>each, devoured, transforms.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Candles\"><\/span>Candles<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">I: Taper<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">this candle<br>the color of mead<br>blooming with morning light<br>mellow-sweet fragrance<br>cotton wick yet white<br>its sooty blackness divined<br>long before my lighter<br>hums electric<br>to offer oil to Hestia<br>to tip frankincense<br>drop by drop for Zeus<br>as the wick keeps<br>the beeswax tame<br>its fuel bridled<br>by tight weave<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">II: Jarred<\/h2>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">a wood wick<br>flat as a fingernail<br>the candle\u2019s flesh white<br>studded with fragrance<br>when I lit you<br>you hissed<br>as if the wax coaxed<br>impressions of the crackle<br>of fireplaces<br>from nothing more than a sliver<br>held erect with fuel<br>its pattering a deafening potency<br>underlaying each prayer<br>triangle-sharp flecks<br>extinguishing themselves<br>as if the wax cannot hold the wild<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Cutting_Through_Untruths\"><\/span>Cutting Through Untruths<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><em>All Gods are the same God when you look deep enough<\/em><br>and when he spoke Enid remembered those late<br>college nights when sleepiness weighed her eyelids<br>drowsiness a perfume smoking up the air<br>when in the quiet she suddenly forgot<br>if she were speaking or if her roommate were speaking<br>one of them pulling takeout noodles into her mouth<br>each boundary collapsed into disoriented<br>consciousness taking in sensation without wakefulness<br>the feel of fabric against skin was not her own<br>nor was the curve of breast and collarbone<br>or the taste of the food as she did not chew<br><em>They are like light in a prism, facets of a diamond<\/em><br>but the light those nights could cut crystal<br>and it teared her eyes that strained to study<br>what if the sameness is illusion there, too<br>a sage awake suddenly to what is beyond being<br>still drowsy sweating through ler fever of becoming<br>not yet accustomed to eternal song and light<br>nor drawn tight to identity and identification<br><em>Being attached to a form of God prevents the ascent<\/em><br>well, yes \u2014 but identity persists through instances<br>she dreamt one night she caught Proteus<br>and there were other Gods watching as she<br>grasped his wrists tight, pushed him against the rocks<br>while the sea ebbed and flowed around them<br>her grip persisting through his changes of form<br>she cannot remember what she asked for<br>or why he was held or if he was in fact holding her<br>as if the fatigue of life had spilled into restoration<br>but the feel of other Gods\u2019 eyes staring awoke her<br>where she slept with her head on a calculator<br>a paper beneath it repeating the same problem<br>six times, the night rendering math incantation<br>the empty takeout boxes littering the floor<br>and dawn tiptoeing beneath the roller shade<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Reclaiming_the_Self_Unadorned_or_Fleeing_Pandoras_Division\"><\/span>Reclaiming the Self Unadorned, or, Fleeing Pandora&#8217;s Division<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Strip the body down to its essentials<br>as if flaying back its own outer skin,<br>revealing latticework of marrow-rich bone,<br>the structure of muscle and tendon.<br>Cut away each untested assumption and lie.<br>Abandon the makeup in its jars and boxes \u2014<br>the glisten of glitter and iridescent powder-sheen \u2014<br>the blistering heels, the chafing clothing,<br>ideologies we hold for attention, not conviction.<br>Last to be stripped away is taxonomy:<br>Body just <em>is<\/em> and it <em>is<\/em> what it <em>is<\/em>, complexly simple.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Find beauty in earthen hues that make space,<br>like a jewel-case well-designed for viewing:<br>Plain neutrals befitting its nature \u2014 unadornment,<br>accessories that free the soul it grasps tight<br>to shine forth acuity, light, and strength<br>without artifice or insecurity to hold it back.<br>Place the open jars where unneeded gifts belong;<br>sacrifice them to Earth, do not hold clinging to<br>your nostalgia of once-friends and ex-lovers,<br>each cultural lie taught to you unnobly.<br>You treat these adornments as you yourself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Love the body for itself \u2014 its diaphragmed breath,<br>the pull of muscle as it extends, contracts;<br>its potential for building strength, for enduring<br>(even what you feared it could not endure);<br>how soft light feels upon the flesh at midday;<br>the sensation of wet ground and grace underfoot.<br>Adore its distresses, its pains, its racing thoughts,<br>its tidelike fluctuations, its days of bleeding,<br>its storms of disquiet that bluster in winter,<br>its instincts to do what others want done,<br>its desire to label before knowing the form.<br>It is a world in need of your custody, yes.<br>It is a world already seeded with adornment.<br>It is a world not in need of overthinking.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Sea_and_Mountain_Body_and_Mind\"><\/span>Sea and Mountain, Body and Mind<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>I. sharp love \/ \u1f14\u03c1\u03c9\u03c2 \u1f40\u03be\u03cd\u03c4\u03b1\u03c4\u03bf\u03c2<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">as circles move through the grit of sensation<br>what is within dissolved<br>mimicking blood, mirroring life<br>the image of the mixing-bowl<br>Hekate\u2019s retinue of meandering spirits<br>the root of all quenchless desire<br>a growth that blooms, that sheds<br>a red rose within the walled garden<br>we hide from ourselves unspeaking<br>shame nailing us, shackling us<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>II. urgent love \/ \u1f14\u03c1\u03c9\u03c2 \u1f40\u03be\u03cd\u03c4\u03b1\u03c4\u03bf\u03c2<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">each page beneath these fingertips,<br>their sharp edges teasing dry skin.<br>raw er\u014ds active within, its pulses<br>starlit landscapes: alight, vast, hungry.<br>intangibly keen, this feeling at its core<br>a mountain-peak altar embering traces of<br>fragrant sacrifices at the meeting-point:<br>a body of stone bereft of even trees,<br>appetition quenched to cold illumination,<br>yet even here remains breath and bone.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Ordering\"><\/span>Ordering<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">we build how we see the Gods<br>like amino acids build life<br>selecting some Gods, leaving others only potentiality<br>another life-path that could have been<br>only what we choose is grammared by us<br>pantheoned and token-bearing<br>nourishing our lives with symbols<br>who point the way to the unknowable Ones<br>beyond what we know is possibility<br>potentially animate<br>its gifts treated like mud and excess<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">but brought together by other beings<br>in variants too numerous to name<br>our oases mere instances<br>of Gods\u2019 divinity in full bloom<br>worlds dancing around a common sun<br>encountering one another<br>first in gravitational resonances and interactions and<br>life-bearing meteors sent like messengers<br>at last as intellects seeing one another<br>placing ourselves newly stable<br>within the woven light<br>mirrored and mirroring<br>these structures lain out like a meadow<br>we travel together and apart<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Opinion_and_Conflict\"><\/span>Opinion and Conflict<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>I.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Opinion, like sand, shifts with each touch \u2014<br>malleable, a struggle to move through.<br>Its shape has no evenness, no center.<br>It drives together into collision \u2014<br>first a kindly orbit, then an inspiral,<br>and finally the violence of dissolution<br>from which there is no escaping its hunger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>II.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">We carry stories\u2019 afterimages within us.<br>Who knows how these echoes propagate through<br>the essence of each \u03c8\u03c5\u03c7\u03ae until they become<br>violent to see, a cascade of dissonant fire.<br>Like an oracle, I divine them from words<br>spoken so freely \u2014 angrily \u2014 in the agora.<br>Like a recording, I play back what I see<br>when fortune lets me have body language.<br>These are the dim reflections of decisions<br>made long before our birth \u2014 parents, lovers,<br>some agents so long ago that we do not know<br>their faces, and yet they torment us still.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>III.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Who knows who these ghosts are who yet<br>grasp fast like something sucking spirit out,<br>leaving emptiness \u2014 that makes you lash out<br>at those you see to steady yourself in illusion.<br>What does opinion become, this sand shifting,<br>responding to each touch by sinking in \u2014<br>we are so high up on the shore that waves<br>will never reach to render the sand smooth.<br>Turn back towards the sea who purifies.<br>Beyond the waves, your feet will not touch<br>the murky bottom that casts up mud and sand.<br>(Yet how frequently, even there, do we slip<br>into the undertow towards the deep abyss.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>IV.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">To which Goddess do we offer incense<br>when we want blessings against war \u2014<br>the power of reconciliation and kindness<br>must be hers, the courage of new peace.<br>There has been no sleep \u2014 men beat shields<br>at the gates so loud their rhythm pounds<br>in my skull, a headache splitting me<br>apart even lacking the stroke of a sword.<br>This Goddess must come in with charisma<br>like a woman in her prime walking into<br>a board room for hard negotiation \u2014<br>no one will dare to interrupt her,<br>firm-voiced and powerful in her element,<br>whose attention holds all with \u03b4\u03cd\u03bd\u03b1\u03bc\u03b9\u03c2<br>as if the world will rip apart if she<br>does not bless you with her divine gaze.<br>She must know the mercuriality of opinion,<br>this one who dispenses illuminating truth.<br>To which Goddess do we dedicate this<br>when her name would shake Earth when<br>breaking through one\u2019s lips from its power,<br>each vowel a yawning supernova bursting,<br>each syllable a singularity coming into being.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Time_and_Eternity\"><\/span>Time and Eternity<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Here lies a temple \u2014<br>no stairs, entryway, or door \u2014<br>a place we have all gathered,<br>where we do gather<br>from the beginning. It is<br>a meadow of asphodel:<br>underworld, sun-world,<br>and the place of woven cliffs.<br>If only you could<br>perceive the bright agalma<br>time resolves itself to be,<br>forged from unity,<br>pulsing eternity bound,<br>the God who speaks with a voice<br>intense as pulsars,<br>you would tip your libation<br>jar made of space-time webbing<br>forged by H\u00eaphaistos<br>in supernovae for all,<br>dip it deep in neutron star<br>matter whose mass not even<br>Atlas could lift up<br>or Herakl\u00eas break open.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">You would pour it out<br>to this God who makes ler home<br>in each of your cells.<br>You would come to taste<br>decanted space-vast ichor<br>as the images<br>unfold out and up and down<br>as if all you hold<br>within vibrates, yet comes still \u2014<br>lightless, illumined.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<h1 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><span class=\"ez-toc-section\" id=\"Dionysiodotes\"><\/span>Dionysiodotes<span class=\"ez-toc-section-end\"><\/span><\/h1>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">each press of char and bone<br>against divine skin<br>the pool of ash yet warm<br>your hands seeking unity<br>until they are caked in it<br>gathering the remnants of body<br>like single notes into harmonic one<br>the light still shining down<br>burning with the fire of spent worlds<br>of planets singed by Titanic suns<br>life destroyed, all destroyed<br>save the heart unremitting<br>you heal the melodies<br>your lips buzzing fire and stinging bees<br>prophecy and katharmos<br>your fingers numerous as rivers<br>burying what Ananke ordains<br>filled with abiding compassion<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>One of the puzzles with having a somewhat lively religious blog is that there is more incentive for me to post poems there than there is here, where my reach is smaller. However, in the interest of not having them buried beneath prose blog posts in which I dissect passages of things I&#8217;m reading, I&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"Twenty Poems: Intersections of Life, Polytheism, and (Platonizing) Sensemaking\n\nI wrote these between 2019-2021, and rather than leaving them buried on my religious blog, I am adding them to my writing one. 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I switched from a hard-coded HTML5 site to a Wordpress-based one. Pangrammatike will still be the place where I blog about writing, though \u2014 I love the name of this blog, and it feels cozy. 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